"Our doctor from Budapest called mum to tell her that they are going to start my 7-day chemo treatment on monday. During those periods when they are not dripping some meds through the infusion, I'll get a hydrating treatment, so for 168 hours my movement will be restrained by a half-meter long infusion pipe. But this is just the "easiest" part... there are also pain, possible infection and lots of side-effects.
Tonight as I slept, my mum hugged me and I was holding her hand. Maybe this is what I'll miss the most ... when can we sleep like this again...?
Like 3 years ago, I have to part with my little pets, whom I like so much. A year ago I got two little guinea-pigs. I hope we can find a good owner for them.
This time the treatment will be much harder to bear. Last time I was very little, just 3 years old when it happened. Of course I knew what's happening to me, but now I'm much older and I became more mature, I'm a little adult in fact...
Though we depend on donations and we own practically nothing, I still feel we are very rich, because we know what is love, what is the true meaning of one minute and I also know what a priceless thing it is to wake up home in my own bed in the morning. With this richness will I start my fight on monday!"-Z
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