"Together with my mum and grandma today we went to the oncology department of the hospital in Budapest, where I am being treated. I was feeling really bad. Mum told everything (about my symptoms, my current condition, etc...) to my attending doctor who decided to hospitalize me for a 7 day session of 0-24 chemotherapy. Before this they did an ultra-sound exam as well. When the time came to go to my room, mum told me what will happen. I started crying, hearing that my beautiful hair which had grown so long by now, will fall out again. I was crying so much, that my mum asked a kind nurse to bring a psychologist to me. She arrived shortly and took me for a talk. Later she told mum how brave and positive I am toward my illness and that my willpower is so great. She concluded this from those interesting little games we were playing during the interview. I was not crying any more over the fact that my beautiful long hair will fall out again. So we were waiting for the chemotherapy to start. Before that, however they hooked-up an infusion on me - to treat the thirst and hunger I was suffering from for the last four days. We were waiting patiently in the waiting room for the infusion to run its 4 hour course and save me from dehydration. My doctor thoroughly looked over my medical evidences of the last few months and decided that the chemo treatment will not commence now. First we are going to wait for the result of tomorrow's bone-marrow biopsy. I remember the bone-marrow biopsy 3 years ago, like as it happened just yesterday. The place of the bone drilling hurt very much when I awoke from narcosis. But just like back then, I'll go through it again just as bravely!
We leave for Budapest again at dawn tomorrow. I'm going to endure the pain courageously and calmly and with enormous bravery. I hope very much that after the surgery I can still remain strong enough to return home soon to my little toys."
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